5.e. “For I am not aware of anything against myself, but I am not thereby acquitted. It is the Lord who judges me.”

Job 9:15  Though I am in the right, I cannot answer him; I must appeal for mercy to my accuser.

1 Kings 8:38-39   whatever prayer, whatever plea is made by any man or by all your people Israel, each knowing the affliction of his own heart and stretching out his hands toward this house,  then hear in heaven your dwelling place and forgive and act and render to each whose heart you know, according to all his ways (for you, you only, know the hearts of all the children of mankind),

1 Corinthians 4:4    For I am not aware of anything against myself, but I am not thereby acquitted. It is the Lord who judges me.

Jeremiah 31:9  With weeping they shall come, and with pleas for mercy I will lead them back, I will make them walk by brooks of water, in a straight path in which they shall not stumble, for I am a father to Israel,

Daniel 9:3    Then I turned my face to the Lord God, seeking him by prayer and pleas for mercy with fasting and sackcloth and ashes.

Daniel 9:18   O my God, incline your ear and hear. Open your eyes and see our desolations, and the city that is called by your name. For we do not present our pleas before you because of our righteousness, but because of your great mercy.

Job examined his life.  He has lost his family, his flocks, and his body is being attacked with boils and sores.  In this calamity, he examines his life and proclaims “I am in the right”.  He is not saying he has done nothing wrong but that he has not done something to deserve all of this happening in his life.  He has lived knowing that God is a rewarder of those who seek Him and live humbly before Him.  Humanly we can understand what he is saying because from the worldly view it does not seem fair or right.  We see what has happened and think what has happened to Job does not seem to be in line with the way he lived.  Justice does not seemed to have been awarded fairly.

Does God ever make a mistake?   Is He ever unjust?  Does He ever do wrong?  Is there anything in all of creation that is not under His control?

In our trials and troubles, God may seem far away but He is ever-present.  In our trials and troubles, God may seem not in control but He is all-powerful.  In our trials and troubles, it may seem God is unaware but He is all-knowing.  In trials and troubles, God does not change and has not changed and will not change.  He is the same yesterday, today, and forever.  Though we do not understand we can trust Him.  We can seek His mercy and know that His perfect will is being done, His perfect plans are being carried out, and His purpose will be for the good of those called according to His purpose.  In times of chaos, cling to Him.  In times of trials and troubles, trust Him.  In times of loneliness, know He loves you.  In times of sickness, seek the Great Physician.