Deuteronomy 1:19 “Then we set out from Horeb and went through all that great and terrifying wilderness that you saw, on the way to the hill country of the Amorites, as the Lord our God commanded us. And we came to Kadesh-barnea. And I said to you, ‘You have come to the hill country of the Amorites, which the Lord our God is giving us. See, the Lord your God has set the land before you. Go up, take possession, as the Lord, the God of your fathers, has told you. Do not fear or be dismayed.’ Then all of you came near me and said, ‘Let us send men before us, that they may explore the land for us and bring us word again of the way by which we must go up and the cities into which we shall come.’ The thing seemed good to me, and I took twelve men from you, one man from each tribe. And they turned and went up into the hill country, and came to the Valley of Eshcol and spied it out. And they took in their hands some of the fruit of the land and brought it down to us, and brought us word again and said, ‘It is a good land that the Lord our God is giving us.’
“Yet you would not go up, but rebelled against the command of the Lord your God. And you murmured in your tents and said, ‘Because the Lord hated us he has brought us out of the land of Egypt, to give us into the hand of the Amorites, to destroy us. Where are we going up? Our brothers have made our hearts melt, saying, “The people are greater and taller than we. The cities are great and fortified up to heaven. And besides, we have seen the sons of the Anakim there.”’ Then I said to you, ‘Do not be in dread or afraid of them. The Lord your God who goes before you will himself fight for you, just as he did for you in Egypt before your eyes, and in the wilderness, where you have seen how the Lord your God carried you, as a man carries his son, all the way that you went until you came to this place.’ Yet in spite of this word you did not believe the Lord your God, who went before you in the way to seek you out a place to pitch your tents, in fire by night and in the cloud by day, to show you by what way you should go.
We can see how the Israelites did not believe God even after He had done many wonders with His mighty hand before their eyes. I wonder if we are any different. Do we have an everyday expectation with our faith for our lives that is fueled and sustained by His word and indwelling Holy Spirit? Is it possible we have expectant faith when it comes to salvation and eternal life and deny the power of God’s presence to work in and through our everyday lives? When God’s word is not daily important there is a high probability to confuse strong desire for faith. A strong desire that is not rooted in God’s word faith turns into a desire coupled with cheerful optimism.
Faith is the substance of things hoped for and evidence of things unseen. The substance is what we continually grow in wisdom, knowledge, and understanding when God’s word is active and alive and desired and sought, and coveted more than the air we breathe. We gain a vision to the unseen power, might. love, grace, mercy, strength, faithfulness, limitlessness, sovereignty, holiness and ….. of God, and where we have faith combined expectation that is founded and rooted in His word.
Tozer said this; “One characteristic that marks the average church today is the lack of anticipation. Christians, when they meet, do not expect anything unusual to happen; consequently only the usual does and that usual is predictable as the rising and setting of the sun” – which of course is not faith.
The lack of God’s word in your life will always lead to a lack of faith and expectations in line with His word. Faith is hard without knowledge and understanding that comes from God and through His word, coupled with an “all our heart, mind, and soul” desire/belief. A belief that is founded apart from His word is nothing more than vain wishes – How many lives are empty, without purpose, and meaningless, because of neglect of His word and desire of serving Him over self. Self will never satisfy the soul and will leave self with a filling of emptiness.