“Both we and our fathers have sinned; we have committed iniquity; we have done wickedness.”
Psalms 106:7 Our fathers, when they were in Egypt, did not consider your wondrous works; they did not remember the abundance of your steadfast love, but rebelled by the sea, at the Red Sea.
Psalms 106:12 Then they believed his words; they sang his praise. But they soon forgot his works; they did not wait for his counsel.
Psalms 106:20 They exchanged the glory of God for the image of an ox that eats grass. They forgot God, their Savior, who had done great things in Egypt, wondrous works in the land of Ham, and awesome deeds by the Red Sea.
Psalms 106:24 Then they despised the pleasant land, having no faith in his promise. They murmured in their tents, and did not obey the voice of the LORD.
Psalms 106:28 Then they yoked themselves to the Baal of Peor, and ate sacrifices offered to the dead; they provoked the LORD to anger with their deeds, and a plague broke out among them
Psalms 106:32 They angered him at the waters of Meribah,
Psalms 106:34 They did not destroy the peoples, as the LORD commanded them, but they mixed with the nations and learned to do as they did. They served their idols, which became a snare to them. They sacrificed their sons and their daughters to the demons;
Psalms 106:39 Thus they became unclean by their acts, and played the whore in their deeds.
Psalms 106:43 Many times he delivered them, but they were rebellious in their purposes and were brought low through their iniquity.
I don’t have to look back very far to see that I, too, have done many of these same things. I have not waited, had little faith, forgot His past works in my life, and did not remember He is the all powerful, every loving, and always in control, God. In the heat of issues, problems, troubles, and when despair and doubt overwhelms, I seem to forget God loves me, He is in control, and I don’t have to be anxious or worried about what lies ahead. It seems so easy to fall into this trap. Is it a test? Is it to teach and grow my faith? Is it to show me my sinfulness? I think the answer to all is yes. Daily, I spend time in His word to proclaim the very things I am neglect in believing. I am not sure if this is common to all but God seems to be laying this heavily upon me. Fatih is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. Forgive me Father for my lack of trust, reliance, and faith and for not placing them fully in your every capable and loving arms.