Exodus 32:17-18 When Joshua heard the noise of the people as they shouted, he said to Moses, “There is a noise of war in the camp.” But he said, “It is not the sound of shouting for victory, or the sound of the cry of defeat, but the sound of singing that I hear.”
Joshua went with him, and tarried in a lower part of the mount all the forty days until he returned, though not so low as the bottom of the mount where the people were, nor so near it as to know what they did there, for of their affairs he seems to be entirely ignorant; nor so high as where Moses was, or, however, not in the cloud where he conversed with God, for of what passed between them he had no knowledge, until declared by Moses: he said unto Moses, there is a noise of war in the camp; such a noise as soldiers make in an onset for battle; he supposed that some enemy was come upon and had attacked the people, and that this noise was the noise of the enemy, or of the Israelites, or both, just beginning the battle; or on the finishing of it on the account of victory on one side or the other; and as he was the general of the army, it must give him a concern that he should be absent at such a time.
It is not the voice of them that shout for mastery; that have got the better of it, and have obtained the victory, and shout on that account; or, “not the voice of a cry of strength”, or “of a strong cry”; that is, of men who have got the victory, and are in high spirits, and shout with a strong voice; and “not the voice of strong men that overcome in battle:” neither is it the voice of them that cry for being overcome; which is not a voice of shouting, but of howling; or, “not the voice of the cry of weakness”, or “of a weak cry”; who being unable to stand their ground are conquered, and make a bitter outcry on falling into the enemy’s hands, or being wounded shriek terribly, and “not the voice of the weak who are overcome by the enemy in battle,” but the noise of them that sing do I hear; as at a merry entertainment, either on a civil or religious account: Moses, who knew what the children of Israel had done, and what they were about, could better judge of the nature of the sound he heard than Joshua could, who knew nothing of what was transacting. (Gill)
What a change it is, to come down from the mount of communion with God, to converse with a wicked world. In God we see nothing but what is pure and pleasing; in the world nothing but what is sinful and provoking. (Henry)
While Moses was gone there was the first person by whom the thought was communicated; “Moses is more than likely gone and or dead. We will no longer have God leading us or before us. We should make us gods to go before us.” Soon as this was spoken for the first time others jumped on the idea as if the 10 commandments and the commitment to God which had just happened less than two months prior was no longer a part of their memory. This first person who communicated the thought of idol worship easily led others to the same thought.
We need to be mindful of sin in our thought life as well as sin in what we speak. We may not think of ourselves as a leader of others, but surely others are watching and we do not know how easily our spoken word or actions might lead them away from God. Communicate your doubts, fears, anxiety, and worries to God, acknowledge them, confess them, and ask God to forgive them and fill you with more understanding and wisdom of His great power and might, so that you can rest assured on Him alone and not the circumstance(s) that give you reason to doubt.