2 Chronicles 26:3 Uzziah was sixteen years old when he began to reign, and he reigned fifty-two years in Jerusalem. His mother’s name was Jecoliah of Jerusalem. And he did what was right in the eyes of the Lord, according to all that his father Amaziah had done. He set himself to seek God in the days of Zechariah, who instructed him in the fear of God, and as long as he sought the Lord, God made him prosper. He went out and made war against the Philistines and broke through the wall of Gath and the wall of Jabneh and the wall of Ashdod, and he built cities in the territory of Ashdod and elsewhere among the Philistines. God helped him against the Philistines and against the Arabians who lived in Gurbaal and against the Meunites. The Ammonites paid tribute to Uzziah, and his fame spread even to the border of Egypt, for he became very strong. Moreover, Uzziah built towers in Jerusalem at the Corner Gate and at the Valley Gate and at the Angle, and fortified them. And he built towers in the wilderness and cut out many cisterns, for he had large herds, both in the Shephelah and in the plain, and he had farmers and vinedressers in the hills and in the fertile lands, for he loved the soil. Moreover, Uzziah had an army of soldiers, fit for war, in divisions according to the numbers in the muster made by Jeiel the secretary and Maaseiah the officer, under the direction of Hananiah, one of the king’s commanders. The whole number of the heads of fathers’ houses of mighty men of valor was 2,600. Under their command was an army of 307,500, who could make war with mighty power, to help the king against the enemy. And Uzziah prepared for all the army shields, spears, helmets, coats of mail, bows, and stones for slinging. In Jerusalem he made machines, invented by skillful men, to be on the towers and the corners, to shoot arrows and great stones. And his fame spread far, for he was marvelously helped, till he was strong. But when he was strong, he grew proud, to his destruction. For he was unfaithful to the Lord his God and entered the temple of the Lord to burn incense on the altar of incense. But Azariah the priest went in after him, with eighty priests of the Lord who were men of valor, and they withstood King Uzziah and said to him, “It is not for you, Uzziah, to burn incense to the Lord, but for the priests, the sons of Aaron, who are consecrated to burn incense. Go out of the sanctuary, for you have done wrong, and it will bring you no honor from the Lord God.” Then Uzziah was angry. Now he had a censer in his hand to burn incense, and when he became angry with the priests, leprosy broke out on his forehead in the presence of the priests in the house of the Lord, by the altar of incense. And Azariah the chief priest and all the priests looked at him, and behold, he was leprous in his forehead! And they rushed him out quickly, and he himself hurried to go out, because the Lord had struck him. And King Uzziah was a leper to the day of his death, and being a leper lived in a separate house, for he was excluded from the house of the Lord.
Have I ever allowed my walk with God to drift? Have I ever been neglectful and complacent with His word and with listening and serving Him? Have I ever just said today is mine to do as I want? Have I ever allowed myself to seek and desire that which is self-centered, self-satisfying, prideful, greedy, and hurting to someone else? Have I pretended to be ok? Have I trusted in myself, my possessions, and my own actions? Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, and yes?
I have allowed my desire of Him to be taken over by desires for things of this world that are pleasing to me. I have allowed my pride to allow me to think I can handle things on my own. I have sought more for myself than seeking and humbly serving Jesus Christ. I know who I am and the tendencies I have to glorify and satisfy self. However, when I commit to start each day humbly serving Him and am studying His word I see the day in the newness that can only come from Jesus Christ. I hear the guiding whispers from His word speak into my heart and mind and soul. I am made aware of this sinful nature within me that shouts pride, hate, greed, unforgiveness, selfishness, and self-seeking desires. In His word I am able to make a distinction between serving, honoring, following, trusting, and obeying God and that which is not. I grow in understanding and knowledge. I find peace, joy and rest when I commit and yield to honor, follow, trust, and obey Him.
Uzziah’s actions are no different than what each of us has done. We may not be a leader of a nation but we all must be aware of the sinful nature knocking at our heart’s door.
Oh God, please allow us to see our sinfulness and be able to recognize it for what it is and make it clear that we have a choice before we commit to giving in. Give us eyes to see it and a mind to understand it so that we clearly know what we choose – to either give in to self or to commit and yield to You. Keep us on paths that honor you. Speak loud into our heart and mind. Fill us with more and more desire for You.